May 27, 2010

A Random Thought

I just wanted to post this picture (again) that the wonderful Seraphim took for me last year.  I have it framed in my bedroom and look at it every day.  It reminds me that my babies are in good hands.  When I look at this I feel a sense of peace and calm.  Even though I’m sad, I know everything is going to be alright.



  1. Hi Lauren I just started to follow your blog. Im so sorry about your angel babies.I lost my twin girls at 20 1/2 weeks on March 2 2010. Im going to catch up on your blog and your babies are so pretty. Fill free to drop by if youd like.

  2. what a beautiful picture....

  3. keeping you guys close to my heart in prayer...

  4. beautiful, beautiful picture...((((hugs))))


  5. Sweetest Friend,

    I feel you struggeling and my heart is heavy "with" you. Know that I'm lifting you up this very minute and praying that peace encircles you.

    Your children are "always" with you, always. And, what a precious and beautiful photo.

    Much Love and a BIG HUG

  6. I love it!!!! so bright and beautiful!!! xoxoxo

  7. What a perfect picture, and I love how it reminds you that your babies are in perfect hands. Thinking of you and your Green Beans. XO

  8. It really is a very very special pictures. Thinking of you Lauren - and your Beans.

  9. What a precious reminder that your babies are in good hands. It is a beautiful picture!

    love and prayers

  10. I love this picture! It is so beautiful!

  11. I just LOVE this picture. I meant to comment last week but cant comment off my reader on my phone.


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    Welcome to my life…

    Over the past three years it has been flipped upside down. I am 31 years old, and married to my hubby of three years, Josh. We have 4 beautiful angel babies, who are fondly known as our “Green Beans”. The first of my quads, Heidi, held on as long as she could and was born on January 31, 2009 after pPROMing at 17 weeks. A few weeks later, I pPROM’d with my sweet Lily. Lily, Paige, and Rylan were all born at 22 weeks on February 23, 2009. Just after being released from the hospital empty handed, I returned with a high fever and infection. Two of the nights I spent in the hospital that week, I honestly thought I was going to die. It was the sickest and most hopeless I’ve ever been. I’m pretty sure my diagnosis was a broken heart.

    Our journey to becoming parents has had its share of happiness and heartbreaks. I got through every day by staying close to Josh, friends and family, blogging, and relying on God that my future will be bright. All the love and support I’ve gotten has greatly helped me manage……I am alive and well, and want to be my absolute best as a result of this.

    On May 1st 2011, we welcomed our sweet baby girl, Taylor, into this world. She is our miracle baby and brings so much joy and happiness in our lives. She is such a gift from God.

    I have come out of all of this with a better appreciation of life. I hope to make the best of this situation by helping others who will experience a similar loss.

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